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Okay, so, for the most part, I'm just broadly commenting on what was going on in my head when I wrote things for this meme, but I was randomly cruising this flist and saw that wanttobeatree had done real, line-by-line director commentary for hers and it looked like lots of fun, so I wanted to try that out for at least one fic. I'm going with But What Are Your Thoughts on Yaoi? because it's pretty short and I still love it. And I think I remember what I was thinking when I wrote it. So! Enjoy, I guess.

( It's SPN/Bones x-over, Sam/Dean pairing, FYI. )

Thanks for the awesome response to last post, guys! I am definitely doing stuff with that and excited for it. But this little ficlet has been bugging me since 421, so. HAVE SOME WINCEST MAKEOUTS.

What An Amazing Future There Will Be
Sam/Dean, 539 words
spoilers to 421

( and in the evening, after the fire and the light )

Title: I Knew That There Could Only Be One Outcome
Author: chash
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean.
Rating: R
Warnings: AU, still-related Sam/Dean.
Word Count: 6500 words.
Summary: Dean and Sam are well on their way to conning themselves into a stately home, but then Bela Talbot comes along.
Notes: Written for whenboymeetsboy, inspired by Shooting Fish. Title From "Me And You Vs. The World" by Space.
Disclaimer: Not mine, don't sue.

( When Dean was fourteen, his father died, and he and his brother were put in foster care. )

THREE THINGS.

1. I finished the first page of requests from my Christmas drabble meme the other day! So here's a directory of the requests from there so far!

RPS
Tractorbeam Christmas timestamp for juice817
Going to Hell timestamp; Jared's first day living with Jensen for jellicle
J2!Love Actually for setissma
Jared/Jensen mistletoe for hd_obsession
Twilight AU, Edward!Jared/Bella!Jensen for pomavera
Dean ♥ Titanic for moodswingers
Mike hooks up Jared and Jensen for pez_gurl
Jared/Jensen Christmas shopping for family for matalinolukaret
Jared + Jensen + snowman for tinkabell007
J2: flannel sheets and insomnia for wendy
College AU timestamp Christmas for pyroblaze18
Jared and Jensen in a barfight for too_rational
J2 nutcracker for 1orelai
J2 magical unicorn AU for inarticulate
College AU, Mike + Christmas for ellerigbee
Jensen only sleeps with people as pretty as he is for rsadelle
Jared's distressing love of Mexican food for annella
J2, files, calculators and working late at night for joans23
Ugly Christmas sweaters for lazy_daze

Supernatural
Sam/Dean, rickrolled for deidre_c
Sam/Dean Christmas angst for clubinthesky

Other fandoms
Psych; Gus and Shawn the old married couple for oxoniensis
Omi and Buffy hunt vampires for lady_ganesh

2. I picked up a couple prompts at tvm's domestic fic meme.
Arguing about who does what chores... and trading off with sexual favours
Jensen falls asleep on the couch and wakes up in the middle of the night covered with a blanket

3. keepaofthecheez had a dream where Jensen was a stripper and Jared was the cop who kept busting him for being a stripper, and Jensen LOVED JARED but Jared kept telling him to put clothes on, and I did a little comment fic on that because...that's what I do? I dunno. ANYWAY. I might expand on it someday, but for now, I'll just put what I did. It has porn! As a warning.

( Mmm strippers. )

1. Can anyone tell me some timeline stuff about Jensen Ackles' girlfriends? I know he's dated Joanna Krupe and Danneel Harris, but have no idea when those started, how long they lasted (well, Danneel is still lasting, whatever), etc. Do we know this stuff? I am curious! I am pretty well-versed in Jared but know nothing about Jensen except what I read in fanfic, and I'm never sure if that's based in fact or made up. Tell me things! Curiosity sated, thanks guys!

2. I've got enough done on Yuletide and spn_j2_xmas that I can put this up without feeling guilty. Which means it is time for traditional CHRISTMAS DRABBLES. By which I mean a drabble meme at Christmastime, you don't have to ask for holiday-related drabbles if you don't want. PRETTY MUCH you give me a fandom/pairing and a prompt. Please give me a prompt! I cry when I don't get prompts because I ♥ them. And then I will write you a drabble! Which might have some Christmas theme and might not. And "drabble" is, as always, a loose term. Whatever! Yay holiday season is my point here.

RE drabbles: I mostly do these by request order, but I'll also jump around if I am INSPIRED for one, mostly because I like doing things while I remember/have the sudden passion! Also, feel free to request until December 25! After that, I will probably be drabbled out, and in some kind of turkey-related coma.

pyroblaze18 requested this, and I figured there was an outside chance someone else would want it, so! Some music. A lot of it is sappy. Oh well.

( Music yay. )

All right, this is an AU 'verse that includes both J2 and SPN fics! So, let's do this in order.

( J2 fics )

( Sam/Dean fics )

Title: The Process of Mourning
Author: chash
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Past Sam/Dean.
Rating: PG-13.
Warnings: AU, non-related Winchesters.
Word Count: 1100 words.
Summary: Sam and Dean head to New Jersey in search of clues.
Notes: Previous parts here. I'm not totally happy with this, but in the spirit of semi-NaNo, I am soldiering on!
Disclaimer: Not mine, don't sue.

( He had always hoped his father knew, and he realizes like a punch in the guts that he'll never be sure now. )

Bonus feature!

( Entertainment Weekly interview with Jared Padalecki, after the passing of California's Proposition 8. )

Maybe I'll just post one of these every day in November. That's like doing NaNo, but I'm way more likely to do it.

Of course, it's already November 2, but I haven't gone to sleep yet, so I count it as November 1.

Title: Barrens
Author: chash
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Past Sam/Dean.
Rating: PG-13.
Warnings: AU, non-related Winchesters.
Word Count: 2000 words.
Summary: Sam and Dean head to New Jersey in search of clues.
Notes: Previous parts here.
Disclaimer: Not mine, don't sue.

( They're about thirty miles out of San Diego on their way back toward Stanford when Sam makes Dean pull the car over so he can throw up on the side of the road. )

Title: Reunion
Author: chash
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Past Sam/Dean.
Rating: PG-13.
Warnings: ...none?
Word Count: ~1300 words.
Summary: Sam's dad is missing.
Notes: So. This is the first of what will probably be several, if not many, fics dealing with the AU Supernatural from Like Winning Every Lottery. That means Dean and Sam are not related, but are still fucked up. Hey, they wouldn't be Dean and Sam if they weren't, right?
Disclaimer: Not mine, don't sue.

( Sam's been spoiling for a good fight for--a lot longer than he wants to think about. Years, even. )