longsufferingly | this mix was made in a draft on my cell phone on the train. champion right here.

the worst mix ever right here

songs are in NO ORDER

I have not done anything to justify any of them

cover has spoilers for the end of season four

if there were explanations of the tracks those would have spoilers too

but there aren't

I know you beat up on yourself
I know I know it's in your blood

we'll drive for miles maybe never get off
we'll find a cathedral city you can be handsome I'll be pretty

is the fighting over?
I lost track
like a wave it all comes back

I thought, hey, I can leave, I can leave.
oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you
yeah, I miss you

and now I'm trying to tell you
about my life and my tongue is twisted
more dead than alive and my feelings
my feelings they've been betrayed
and I was born a little damaged, man

I tune in to some friendly voices
talking 'bout stupid things
I can't be left to my imagination
let me be weak
let me sleep and dream of sheep

under your wheels, the fits and starts
the time to dabble in the arts
to tease the packs of dogs in charge
but kid it's all wasted on me

I don't know anymore
what it's for
I'm not even sure
if there is anyone who is in the sun

we've got a lot of time
or maybe we don't
but I'd like to think so
so let me pretend

what is it I must do to pay for all my crimes?
what is it I must do?
I would do it all the time

but if my silence made you leave
then that would be my worst mistake
so I will share this room with you
and you can have this heart to break

once you were gone it was never
never an honest word
and that was when I ruled the world

let's talk about spaceships
or anything
except you and me
okay?
okay

how long did we all think this all would last?
who could have counted days as they flew past?
but before we go, sing us a song
sing us a song to hum through the hours of dying

I am watching your chest rise and fall
like the tides of my life,
and the rest of it all
and your bones have been my bedframe
and your flesh has been my pillow
I am waiting for sleep
to offer up the deep
with both hands

Zip.
(track list)